my memories
Friday, October 27, 2006
recently been watching one show in youtube.. one litre of tears.. is a vvvv gd show n i have been crying since e 1st epi..
It is about a girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease( Spinocerebellar Ataxia) at e age of 15 n died at e age of 25.. when she gradually loose her balance, blur vision, unable to carry stuffs... n slowly.. she unable to walk n was wheelbound n end up bounded on bed till her death..
the story act is based on those diaries that Aya write till she could not hold a pen.. n it relates hw she been feeling during tis 10yrs of illness.. u can feel hw depressed she was when she starting to noe of her illness.. have to sacrifice everything cos of her illness.. n slowly accept e fact n could live bravely until she slowly losing concious..
aft reading e bk n watching e show.. it affect mi deeply.. as in.. hw come a healthy 15 yr old teenager could act get such agony suddenly n she could slowly cope with such illness n noe that although she will be facing all those tough life ahead for her remaining life, she lived as fullnest n would wan to help others as well.. while i am here.. blaming myself hw come i was born like tis or like tat.. but am i fortunate tat i can walk/run freely.. no need to worri hw to do daily chores easily.. or wat should i do if my mucles will become weaker each day..
生在福中不知福..
1:03 AM
the scent still lingers