Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Jus came back from ktv trip with my colleages at orchard party world. sing alot of songs today n have a lot of fun there. aft e ktv trip went to jalan kayu for supper n tats e suay part came abt. my colleage who was driving had drank some beer at e ktv. suay enough we met two road blocks when we will on e way to Jalan Kayu. e first road block we pass successfully.. but e sec one we were being stopped. wahh vv suay n was scared too>.< At first i only thought tat they jus wan to spot check whether we had out seat belts on. then aft tat noe tat act they qn whether e driver had been drinking :s

Felt guilty cos i was e one who recommend jalan kayu for supper de.. if we nv went there, maybe we could avoid them le ba.. haiz.. Sry abt tat..

this few days been in a bad mood ba.. cos of certain reasons.. n also partly becos of job ba. feel tat more n more sian working there le.. Thought of quiting n find a new job, but if i would like to futher my studies, it will be hard to find a perm job. n since e contract for this job is going to end soon.

been thinking of wat i wan to do next.. either study or find a perm job.. if study means spending more money regardless of sch fees, tranports, other expenses n will not have my own income. feel like getting money from parents abit bad ba.. so been frustrated upon thinking of tat. another issue is tat wat course i would like to study.. although i have some ideas in my mind.. but did not have e full determination of trying out. ya i noe is bad.. at least give it a try n if e result turn out to be negative.. at least i did give it a try. feel tat i dare not face any challenge ba . or say i dare not face e reality or failure of life.

5:07 AM
the scent still lingers