my memories
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
so long haven been blogging le.. hehe cos nth interesting happen n i have been staying at hm.. >.<
went out with linda n mandy to woodlands.. linda was looking for a bag for her dinner.. but we also acc her as she been feeling vvv dn for e past few weeks.. but end up all wrong.. act was only e 3 of us n don have e intension to meet seha but in end seha come n meet us too.. act i was still a bit pissed of her cos of her attitude so i did not bother much abt her.. but that day e way she react is totally not like herself.. sudden become trying to act super cute.. then like everything must suit her way and trying to get into fights.. then linda tell mi that tis is a syptom of depression.. anyway hope that next time we meet wont turn out to be that day again ba.. hehe
recently have e thoughts of wat am i going to do aft poly grad again.. which happen few mths later.. guys may not need to worry much cos aft tat is straight to ns le.. but i feel vv lost don noe wat i wan to do.. either work or continue study? if work wat i wan to work as? if study wat course i wan to study? been asking myself over n over again wat i actually interested in? i noe i like science.. sth to do with medicine but that is out of qns as i do not have any knowledge and education in it.. if i wan to study where should i study? sc courses in university confirm is out of qn.. cos sc poly grad may not also be able to enter e uni to further study.. i not even have a bit of knowledge in it.. so i think that i forget abt it ba..
i also don wan to continue doing what i am doing nw.. i not an IT ppl.. don like to deal with source codes, networking.. so is a NO in either work or further education.. so wat is left for mi to do??? seem like i getting an emtpy diploma with no value in it ba.. so can say i am wasting 3 yrs in poly getting a useless cert..
mandy have also been asking mi.. what i like? then i thought of child development.. it seem like an interesting job but i don think i would able or like to deal with kids ba.. if wanna to get closer to science maybe i can be a teacher.. but then dealing with kids bet age 7 - 16 can die ba... >.<>
*feel abit lost when not able to see u.. act wanna find u inside game so can tok to u but then seem like i am an annoying pest ba... >.<>
7:53 PM
the scent still lingers
